Quiet in the Bathroom Stall

[Verse 1] She got meds in her makeup bag Little round moons in a plastic pack Swallows one down in the bathroom stall Tries to breathe slow Backs against the wall Eyes on the ground when she walks through class Hood pulled low Let the judgment pass Typing “I’m fine” with a shaky hand Ghosting her friends They don’t understand [Chorus] Quiet in the bathroom stall Heart too loud Mind too small Pill on her tongue so she don't fall Just tryna feel nothing at all She don't wanna break again (nah) Doesn't wanna fake a grin So she takes what the doctor sent Chasing a day that makes some sense (oh) [Verse 2] Scrolling her feed See their perfect lives Perfect teeth Perfect party nights She’s in bed with the curtains drawn Blue light buzzin’ till three in the dawn Mama says “You were such a bright kid” Dad shakes his head “Never used to be like this” She smiles weak Says “It’s just a phase” Secret stash of bottles with her real age [Chorus] Quiet in the bathroom stall Heart too loud Mind too small Pill on her tongue so she don't fall Just tryna feel nothing at all She don't wanna break again Doesn't wanna fake a grin So she takes what the doctor sent Chasing a day that makes some sense (yeah, yeah) [Bridge] Will it ever feel like more than trying? (more than trying) More than empty More than hiding? (hiding) She writes “I’m scared ” then hits erase Practice smile Same tired face [Chorus] Quiet in the bathroom stall Heart too loud Mind too small Pill on her tongue so she don't fall Just tryna feel nothing at all She don't wanna break again Doesn't wanna fake a grin So she takes what the doctor sent Holding on tight till it all makes sense (oh)