[verse 1] I used to cry in the dark to slow songs Blamed myself when shit went wrong Loved too hard, stayed too long Thought being loyal meant being numb I let them break me, call me insane Said I was too much, said I was changed Now I’m too healed to take that blame Too expensive to play them games [Pre chorus] I don’t miss you, I miss who I was Before I learned love ain’t soft, it’s rough I still feel deep, I just don’t bleed I keep my heart where my power be [Chorus] I don’t break, I boss up, I level my throne Turn scars into diamonds, I did it alone From locked-up nights to luxury lanes Now they all wanna act like they been on my name [Verse 2] You said I’d fail, said I was weak Now you in my DMs every week You loved me broke, you hate me rich You miss my body, not my shit You broke my trust, you played that role Tried to dim my light, control my soul Now I’m glowing, now I’m gone Now you crying to my old love songs You don’t get access to healed me You lost that privilege when you tried to kill me I ain’t your lesson, I ain’t your phase I’m your karma in a pretty face [Chorus] I don’t break, I boss up, I level my throne Turn scars into diamonds, I did it alone From locked-up nights to luxury lanes Now they all wanna act like they been on my name [Last verse] I loved you when I was bleeding You left when I started healing You don’t deserve this version of me You only loved my misery I’m not angry, I’m just done You don’t get access to my sun I hope you heal, I hope you grow But you don’t get me anymore [Bridge] I ain’t perfect, I’m polished by trauma I ain’t weak, I’m a fucking phenomenon I stopped asking “why me?” Started saying “try me” I don’t chase, I attract I don’t beg, I adapt Every loss was a lesson in power Now I bloom in the darkest hours